If you have found me this is my first blog post on my new page .. I am so happy to be starting a new journey in my life ..you may know me as Beth Quinn Designs.. But I have decided to start a new journey and a new path for myself. I want to empower women to let go and feel a sense of belonging .. We as mothers let so much of being a mom consume us until we only know how to be a mom .. we are tired, wornout. burned out .. We loose ourselves completely .. I want to have a place where you can come and see your not alone , to be loved .. and to learn to love yourself first .. Yes , you truly can love yourself and the whole world will not fall apart and explode.. you can take care of your needs first and your children will still get food, shelter and still feel loved.. your husband will even see a change in you ..and let me tell you .. we can’t love another person whole heartedly if we do not love ourselves FIRST.. Heck they will probably love you more for it .. so this post is about letting go of things that are no longer serving us and changing and transforming our lives .. Our fear of what can be or might be holds us back .. I am quite an introverted person, and also suffer from anxiety and depression… I have hypothyroidism . but I also have made a really successful business selling my jewelry .. I have had employees, independent reps, and even a sales manager .. And have loved this journey but a couple years ago some things came to a screeching hault for me.. my marriage was on the brink of disaster , I wasn’t caring for myself and only looking out for everyone’s needs but my own. I was not living with intention or really enjoying anything .. so at this point in my life I hit the all time low.. almost ending in a divorce . and the only thing I can do to describe what happened to me personally is say at this time something changed in me deep down to my soul .. it was like a whole new person took over ..and a new Beth awakened ..
I learned to begin loving myself and taking care of myself .. I started bikram yoga (hot yoga)which was life changing for me ..I lost over 35 pounds .. not dieting but eating healthy and actually caring for ME .. And at that point I actually started realizing that I am loved .. not because someone else loves me but because I love me ! Because truly its only then that you realize how really special you are in this life. At that point in my life my entire focus shifted.. the Beth I was no longer existed and I became an all new me .. At this point my career focus changed too.. I realized that I was so caught up in trying to be liked that I didn’t even realize that I didn’t like myself.. I was trying to feed a constant hole that could not be filled by detaching being a workaholic , loosing myself in my work and doing what I could just to survive. Which has led me to my new path that I am currently on .. letting go of fear and letting go of some of the things that are burning me out and no longer bringing me joy .. My creative passion lies within me still, but my heart is telling me it’s time for a new BEGINNING .. I think when you open yourself up to change it is only then that you can realize what other possibilities are awaiting you behind the next door..
So i hope you will continue to follow my journey and share with me as well !! I look forward to providing a place to empower you .. give you ideas to help build your dreams, business and lives .. and to not let anything hold you back from the true person you are meant to be..
with all my love ,